Sometimes I feel invisible. When you are the only guy in the room, sometimes you disappear. Not in a negative, “no-one-pays- attention-to-me” kind of way, but more in the way of melting into the background…. like a really good waiter.
But sometimes I feel like Mrs. Garrett…. you know, the character Charlotte Rae played on “The Facts of Life”….. that’s what I’ve been feeling like lately.
I currently teach dance to children and adult of all ages… It’s my current group of teenage girls that make me feel like a house mother in a sorority lately. I guess this isn’t the worst thing in the world, but every once in a while, it would be nice to be treated like a “guy”! Nothing special, nothing extra… just a regular guy.
If I were a different type of guy, I would be excited by the girls changing into costumes in front of me… and then saying “oh, sorry”, when I protest or complain. Or, when I have worked with models or with actresses and they undressed in front of me……….but nope….. it doesn’t count. You see, I realize they aren’t changing or undressing “for me”… I just happen to be in the room… a house mother….. aka Mrs. Garrett.
I’m always there to offer a suggestion, advice, life lessons, etc. Today was no exception… with mothers and other students in the room, the girls changed.. with absolutely no regard to my presence in the room. Even when a camera was out… and yes, I was forced to delete a picture!!!
These are not giggly girls from an ’80s sorority movie, prancing around in their undies having a pillow fight. These are girls hanging out with each other, just like girls do all the time… when they are alone…..except of course, they weren’t… I was there. You know what they say….”You take the good, you take the bad, you take them both and there you have. The Facts of Life”. I guess this is just one more fact of my life!!
The major difference (outside of gender) between me and Mrs. Garrett…. I don’t live with all the girls in my life….. it just feels that way sometimes!